5 days in Egypt – How it changed the way I Look at Life and How I travel

Visiting my dream country was so much different than my dreams.

When I was a child, there was no place on Earth I wanted to go more then Egypt.  I was fascinated by it’s history and the Pyramids.  I wanted to be an archaeologist and discover a new mummy.  Every year around Easter, my mother and I would watch the 10 Commandments.  The Mummy is still one of my favorite movies.  Now that I live so close, there was no way I wasn’t going to travel there.  It was one of the first places I planned to visit after we moved here.  But then, there were reports of bombings and uprising in Egypt so I cancelled our trip there in December and we went to Bahrain and Oman instead.  One of the things I have learned here is that if you let media dictate how you travel, you will miss out on a lot.  So I planned our trip again, and wouldn’t you know, a week before we were scheduled to leave, more bombings took place.  Not to be easily deterred, I decided we were going anyway.

We arrived in Cairo airport and were met by our tour manager.  I used Memphis tour company and they took care of our hotels, flights between Luxor and Cairo, breakfast and lunch meals minus beverages, our tours and transportation.  I figured this was a safer way to navigate through Egypt.  (You can read my long drawn out review of my experience with them by clicking here on Trip advisor) Anyway we were taken to the Fairmont Heliopolis hotel where we spent out first night and ate overpriced Teppanyaki.

20170412_103658In the morning, we ate breakfast at the hotel buffet and went back to the airport so we could take a flight to Luxor.  We flew on a small EgyptAir plane, which was late.  It is not a very nice airline and the flight was full of turbulence.  Thank goodness it was only an hour flight. 20170412_123922Once in Luxor we were met by a tour guide and a new driver.  Our itinerary was slightly changed due to the late arrival of our plane and the heat.  Before beginning our tours, our tour guide (BT I will call him) gave us some advice for Egypt.  He said, “while out, keep walking, if people come up to you wanting to sell you things, keep walking.  Don’t talk to them, pay them no mind, just keep up with me, otherwise you will be hounded like crazy.  I will take you someplace to buy authentic stuff later ”  On the way to our first tour BT stopped to get us a snack and a drink at a local store, while we waited in the car.  Three young boys waved at my son and I in the car, my son waved back.  Then one of the boys put his hand out to ask for money.  My son and I looked at each other and the boys walked off.  We were a bit shocked but shrugged it off.  BT returned and we were off to tour the Karnak temples. As we drove to the temples, I noticed police officers everywhere.  Most had very large guns and blast shields.  There were check points in several places.  There were officers in small boxes at the top of buildings and in the streets.  Once we got to the temples, the driver said something to the officers stationed at the gates in Arabic, all I heard was (Americana’s), then the officers checked the trunk and around the car before waving us through.  We got out of the cars and walked into the sites.   We admired the gigantic statues and hieroglyphics.  I liked touching the hieroglyphics engraved in the stones. They were once all in color but only small remnants of color remain.  Our tour guide pointed out the god of fertility with his erect penis, and one leg and arm.  He told us that the majority of the temples were destroyed in a large earthquake.   The temple once had a ceiling but the earthquake caused it to cave in.  Check out these cool pictures in my slideshow below.

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After visiting the Karnak Temple, we drove to lunch.

20170412_142758One of things I like about eating in Egypt is that you get bread, salad and a few other things with your meals at no extra cost.  While eating lunch, my son and I watched a kid around the age of 6, run up and down the block.  He was a cute child although in dirty, tattered clothing.  We watched him try to make a horse go and climb up onto the carriage.  We watched as the horse swayed slightly irritated.  We watched as the driver came out and waved the boy off.  We watched as the young boy asked a woman getting into a cab something, and the cab driver flagged him away.   As we got into our driver’s car, the boy approached the car.  He put his four fingers against his thumb and pointed his hand at his mouth.  He was begging for food and money.  Our driver gave him a coin, as he was very persistent and told him, “Khalas, yalla” (enough, go).  The boy didn’t move and when our tour guide got into the front seat and we started to leave, the young boy hung on the car door and chased the car until he could no longer keep up.  I was instantly saddened.  Beyond adult beggars panhandling, and children from neighborhood sports teams and bands asking for donations in the street, I had never first-hand seen anything like this in my life.   Is this Egypt, I thought to myself?  Where are all the Kings and Queens? Where is the beauty that I imagined?

We visited the Luxor temple next.  It’s smaller than the Karnak temple but in better condition.   Apparently some excavating of a stretch of street is occurring between the Karnak and Luxor temple because some smaller sphinx were discovered along a path which would connect the two temples.  There is so much history in Luxor uncovered beneath its earth.  I love that.  It’s like hidden clues to a treasure all over.  You will see several large obelisk, large, pointy columns at the Luxor temple.  At the entrance it is very noticeable that one is missing.  The missing obelisk is in Paris.  Zamir and I will look for it when we visit there in June.  There are several obelisk that have been taken from Egypt and stationed all over Europe.

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Here are some additional pictures from the two temples.

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Our day came to a close with a drink by the pool at the Sonesta hotel.  The hotel decor reminds me of one from a mob movie, with lots of green and gold.  The bathrooms are of black and white marble.  The beds are tiny.  We had a view of the Nile from our room. We had to pay for internet which only worked on one device and request an iron which was broken.  The pool is beautiful but closed at 6pm but you could sign a letter at the front desk basically saying you would swim without a lifeguard at your own risk.  The back of the hotel is right on the Nile and you can watch the sun rise and set.  My son and I had a rather interesting conversation with one of the bartenders who told us it was okay for my son to have a drink or drugs.  I allowed him to enjoy a Rum and Coke before turning in for the night.

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First thing in the morning, we checked out, grabbed a boxed breakfast prepared by the hotel and met BT for day 2 of our Luxor tours.  The box for breakfast was heavy so we were curious of its contents but not pleased once revealed.  It included a badly bruised banana, stale bread and croissant, a slice of pound cake, apple juice (I hate apple juice), and a warm bottle of water.  We ate the slice of cake and threw everything else away.  (I know it was wasteful but it also wasn’t good)  Bt surprised us with a boat ride across the Nile to the west side.  It’s much wider than it looks but we enjoyed the ride.


Within the mountains of sand in Luxor lies The Valley of the Kings.  Unfortunately, cameras are not allowed inside but here are some pictures from outside.

Hidden in these mountains are secrets of the dead Kings
Me and Zamir outside the Valley of the kings
This is actually a valley of the workers

I got this picture from google of what it looks like when you walk in the valley.

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And here is a picture of the entrances to two of the tombs we visited.

We went around 7am which was perfect timing because we were the only ones there. After a brief history lesson, we went in 3 of the 65 burials.  One of them was of Merenptah of the 19th dynasty.  At first site this burial looks scary.  When you first approach the gate, it looks like a deep, dark hole.  Then the burial keeper turns on the light and the walk way lights up.  You have to walk down a series of steep ramps and steps to reach where the burial was found.  On the way, you will see faded colored hieroglyphics on the walls and ceiling and chambers where the dead’s belongings were buried separate from the mummy.  It is something amazing to see.  These people from thousands of years ago dug deep into the Earth and worked hard to hide these mummies without modern technologies or machinery.  The burial places were sacred and beautiful, the ceilings adorned in blue (my favorite color), stained by flowers.  These tombs were raided and left barren, except, so far anyway, for King Tutankhamen’s, 18th dynasty, the first royal tomb to be discovered that was still largely intact.  His tomb was discovered in the early 1900’s.

After leaving this valley, I wanted to visit the valley of the Queens but it was not on the tour list, so we headed over to the Mortuary Temple of Queen Hatshepsut.  The front of this temple was in unbelievable great shape.  I had to do some research to see if this was reconstructed because I couldn’t believe that this temple was found like this and yes it was reconstructed.  Here is a picture of it prior to reconstruction and now.

Screen Shot 2017-04-27 at 12.13.14 PM          20170413_084639Nonetheless, it is remarkable.  There isn’t much inside but we had fun taking pictures there.


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Two strange incidents happened while at this Temple.  1) An armed officer starting following Zamir and I around while in this Temple. We were the only 2 people in this one outside room and here comes this officer out of no where, with his big gun, asking us where we are from and a heap of other questions.  Perhaps he was being cordial but Zamir must have read my mind because we quickly exited.  Maybe it was the American on high alert in us, or the media tales, or too much tv watching but we did not feel comfortable.  2) While waiting for our ride to put us closer to the Temple, we encountered a group of students on a field trip.  They pointed; they stared; they whispered; they giggled; they even took pictures and video of Zamir and I, so I whipped out my camera and started video taping them.  Imaginably they hadn’t seen people of darker skin or maybe they thought us to be celebrities.  They were friendly, not frightened of us but I would assume curious.  I believe I had my first encounter of traveling while Black.

Cute kid

Our final stop, before we headed to the airport to return to Cairo, was to the Colossi of Memnon, 2 massive stone statues of the Pharaoh Amenhotep III.  20170413_09343820170413_093534(0)

Before we left, our tour guide treated us to some sugar cane juice.  It was good but left me with a huge headache.  I shot these pictures of some homes in Luxor.

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Unsurprisingly, our EgyptAir flight was delayed.  Our hearts were bursting with excitement but our stomachs were growling.  There was nothing to eat in this tiny airport for a pescatarian and by the time we boarded our plane, not even seats in the front could cure my ‘hangriness’.  We were happy that for the first time we were sitting in front of the curtain instead of behind it (thanks to Memphis tours) but they only had apple juice (what is it with apple juice in Egypt) and the sandwich they served reminded me of middle school cafeteria lunch. YUCK! (Not eating that, even if I am starving).

We were picked up at Cairo airport and driven to our new hotel, The Le Meridian. Driving in Cairo is ludicrous.  There are few traffic lights.  Brave pedestrians walk out in traffic and bob and weave. There are tuk tuks and bicycles and motorbikes, and trucks and cars and trucks with animals in them.  I saw a man driving a motorcycle with a kid sitting in front of him, one behind him, then a women behind that kid, holding 2 small children and another child seated behind her.  It blew my mind.  Totally safe, right? All the cars had scratches and bruises and I could see why.  I would not drive a new car in Cairo.  I would not drive in Cairo at all.  And the scenery well, imagine the most crowded, dirtiest streets of New York, now multiply that by 5.  Tall, occupied, apartment buildings that look like they could fall at any moment were everywhere you look.  Imagine floors of apartments with no windows and kids hanging out of them.  Piles of trash lined the streets.  Here is a slideshow of Cairo traffic.

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And security everywhere.

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The Le Meridian’s location is great with good views of the Pyramids.  It’s right across the street from them.


A different tour manager met us at the hotel and checked us in.  He and I did not hit it off.  I think it was a case of personality clash and language barrier.  He bought me some medicine to take care of my headache though.  Pop this packet of dust in some water and drink up, were his instructions.  I told my son to keep the packet in case something happened to me.  It was one of the worst things I’ve ever tasted but it did the job.  He took us to lunch, more like dinner because it had gotten so late.  I was very clear about my eating preference but it was a disaster.  I won’t get into details, but what I will say is, they didn’t know how to grill fish, they tried to serve me fried fish, then ‘ground’ fried, cut up fish.  SMH! In the end they wound up giving me some frozen, fried vegetable rolls. On a positive note, the restaurant was right across the street from the pyramids and the Sphinx so I captured this stunning photo.


After complaining to my original tour manager, he promised us a better day tomorrow and a great tour guide.

After sleeping on the smallest, hardest, most uncomfortable bed I’ve ever slept on, at the Le Meridian, we woke up to what would be my favorite day in Egypt.  We enjoyed breakfast at the hotel buffet, despite the dirty dishes, and met up with ‘Amina’ (name changed), our last tour guide.

We paid $25 dollars and opted for the camel rides through the Giza plateau.  I was surprised that the Great Pyramids were located right in the city but once we started trekking through the plateau it became magical.  I felt like we were in ancient Egypt riding through the desert.  The pyramids are definitely WONDERFUL!  They are actually bigger than I imagined.  We were able to see the 3 largest ones up close and personal and I couldn’t help but to touch them and sit on one.  This was what I came to Egypt for and for awhile I forgot about all the negative aspects of my trip and I just enjoyed it.  Until we got gagged into drinking a bottle of soda that was handed to us and were hounded for a tip.  Nothing is free, even if it’s placed in your hand.  I forgot that Amina had warned us of this sort of thing.  Anyway, we had so much fun posing with the Great Pyramids of Giza…




…and with the Sphinx

My tour guide in Cairo


My favorite picture in Egypt!
I was looking forward to kissing the Sphinx

After our fun in Giza, we went to lunch.  Amina took us to a restaurant on a ship on the Nile River.  She ordered me a vegetarian meal.  They did their best to accommodate but I tasted crumbs of chicken in my pasta with vegetables.  The bread, tomato soup and salad was good.  Amina also took us to a place where we got Cartouches made.  A cartouche is a pendant with ancient Egyptian symbols which spell something. Ours spells our names.

The Egyptian Museum was our next stop.  If you are in Cairo, I highly recommend going there.  The exhibits are great.  I couldn’t help but think, what a great trip this could be for a class of students.  It would be a awesome inquiry-based provocation for further discussion and research.  I had so many questions when I left.  I’ve never had a better history lesson than this visit.

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We also visited Coptic Cairo, including the Hanging Church.  We couldn’t really go in because it was a very holy week and service was going on at the time.  I could have passed on this part of the tour.  It was very nerve-wrecking, with security everywhere and since terrorist had threatened further church bombings.

We finished up our tour with some shopping in Khan Al Khalili, a souk of sorts.  I liked it. I was able to get some souvenirs and a leather handbag for next to nothing.  I wished I had purchased more.  I would definitely go back there to do some more shopping.

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One more night of uncomfortable sleeping left me with a pained shoulder and hurt back but I got more out of this trip than I had expected.  The ride to the airport was filled with a necessary conversation about Egypt with my tour manager Eslam, actual name.  I told Eslam my feelings.  I expected different from Egypt.  I fantasized about glamour and Kings and Queens.  He helped me to see that most Egyptians daily goal is getting food home to feed their family.   There is the rich and there is the poor and not much in the middle.

At first, I wanted nothing more to do with Egypt.  I had had enough of dirty dishes, and non meat options, crazy traffic and hassleing, begging and hard beds, a cost for everything, 5 star advertised hotels with 3 star standards, delayed flights, tipping and everything else.  But then I wanted more.  I wanted to experience authentic Egypt, the real Egyptian food and to see how they really live without tourist blinders.  I was mad at myself for not doing my homework and researching this place before visiting, this place beyond the tourist sites, the recent history and government affairs.  But then I was happy I didn’t because I learned so much more first hand.  I know that when I travel from now I will have to decide what I want to know before hand and what I don’t and if I decide not to know, than I better be prepared for anything.  I better be prepared to lower my standards and come out my pockets more.  I better be prepared to live like a local however that may be for however long I plan to stay.  If I want to vacation like I live or better, I better book my own hotels, my own flights and find my own restaurants instead of relying on a travel company, and definitely not travel to a third-word country.  I had no idea Egypt was a third-world country or that it was so poor.  How idiotic of me.  My fantasy was not reality.  Visiting my dream country was so much different than my dreams.  But Egypt will forever hold a special place in my heart for it has changed the way I look at Life.


If you stuck in there with me and read to the end, thank you.  I know it was a long post. It took me along time to process this trip and to write about it.  I hope you enjoyed going through my adventure with me.  Please share your thoughts.

[Lingering questions:

How could a country with so much history forsake it’s citizens?

How could a government be so corrupt to not take care of it’s peoples?

How could so many other surrounding, Middle-Eastern countries be so rich and this one be so poor?]


What to wear to Egypt in April

Imagine mounting a camel, legs spread apart on either side, riding through Giza Plateau in a little blue dress and walking through a crowded souk (Khan Al Khalili) with young women fully covered staring at you and whispering amongst themselves.

When you think of Middle Eastern countries you probably think of desert and heat, and you would be correct.  So when I decided to finally visit a country I’ve always wanted to go, I wondered what to wear.  Since I live in Qatar now, I figured like most middle eastern countries it had a majority Muslim population.  This is correct but what people may not know is that there are also many Christians that reside there.   You are not required to cover your head or your entire body in Egypt, but it is respectful to be modest.

I traveled mid April for Spring break, April 11-15.  The weather was hot during this time of the year but mostly not oppressive in Cairo.   Luxor, however, was very hot especially on the west side where the Valley of the Kings is located.

Here are my suggestions of what to pack to wear for 5 days in Egypt:

Long, thin, black, maxi skirt (versatile and stylish, great for the plane ride)

2-3 pairs of neutral, light colored linen or 100% cotton pants (cool and comfortable)

3 cami’s or tank tops, black, white, tan (cool, small and easy to pack)

2 scarf shawls that you can wrap around your upper body (thin, airy, modest)

1 pretty cotton dress (lightweight and stylish)

Rugged Open toe sandals (safe and comfortable for all the walking)

1 white cotton button down shirt (versatile and modest)

1 pair of comfy sneakers

optional- a few pretty scarves for style and headwrapping

Besides toiletries, a pair of pajamas and undergarments, swim suit, cash, and electronics, this is all I packed.  Everything fit in one Victoria’s secret duffle bag.  I was comfortable the whole trip.  The pants worked out best because there was a lot of flies bothering my son, but I didn’t feel them.

Screen Shot 2017-04-23 at 11.58.42 AMI don’t like the way Birkenstocks look but they are of good quality and are very comfortable. Open toe sandals are better so that you can get the sand easily out of your shoes, and your feet won’t sweat with the heat.  Here is a pictures of the Birkenstocks I wore.

I took a pair of khaki colored linen pants and a pair of white and blue ombre linen pants and one pair of lyocell blue slacks.  I paired these with my tank tops and threw my shawl scarves on top, that I purchased at Bershka.

A white button down is a staple for traveling.  It can be worn with any bottoms, alone as a dress, as a cover-up or over a tank top like I wore mine.

Screen Shot 2017-04-23 at 12.43.48 PMI saved my cotton dress for my tours in Cairo, which wasn’t the best idea.  Imagine mounting a camel, legs spread apart on either side, riding through Giza Plateau in a little blue dress and walking through a crowded souk (Khan Al Khalili) with young women fully covered staring at you and whispering amongst themselves.  I held my head high but inside I was saying, ugh, probably should have worn the pants today.  But it made for great pictures anyway.  I’m kissing the Sphinx in my dress.


The point is to travel light, especially if you’re going to travel between cities as I did. Pack cool material items that are ok to be worn wrinkled. Choose light or neutral colors and items that you can mix and match together.  Pack cover ups to respect the tradition of modesty.  Remember comfort over flashiness when packing for Egypt.

How to Survive a Year in a Long Distance Marriage

Living a part from your best friend and lover is not easy. You need a lot of patience. You need to have a goal in mind, that will make it all worth it in the end. You have to believe that it will work and work at it. It can be done!

When I accepted a teaching position in Qatar, I knew I would be pretty far from anything remotely familiar to me including my husband but I didn’t know I would be 6,770 miles away. I had never been in a long distance relationship and prayed that my relationship with my husband was strong enough that my marriage could survive.  I know that distance can make or break a relationship.  Well the first year of this long distance marriage is coming to a close and I am happy to say, our relationship is stronger because of it.  I will also add, HE IS WORTH IT!  Here is how our marriage survived a long year apart and perhaps these tips can help you too.

Make time for each other

Set a specific time of day, each day to spend together.  There was an 8 hour time difference between Philadelphia and Qatar, 7 hours during daylight savings.  When my day was coming to a close, his afternoon was just beginning.  When his was coming to a close, mine was just beginning.  So we always made an effort to speak before each of us went to bed.  Thankfully he worked from home 2-3 days a week, so some days we spoke a lot more often.  We would watch our favorite shows together.  We both had an Amazon fire Stick, so we were able to watch episodes simultaneously.  Back at home, we always had shows that were ours, that we only watched together.  So we stuck to that.

Technology is your friend 

We Skyped most times, video chatted on WhatsApp or Facebook Messenger.  Those long distance phone calls can really add up so make space on your phone, tablet and laptop for all apps that will allow you to talk free of charge.  We kept our Family Plan with T-Mobile when I moved but added the Simple choice plan which gave us free unlimited text messages while living overseas.  Also I purchased a Magic Jack before leaving the U.S.  With this, I received an American phone number and had the ability to call American phone numbers without extra charges.  This came in handy when Wifi didn’t work.  While technology is your friend, wifi is not always friendly.

Find an airline and a credit card you really like and stick with it

The amount of points you will get for visiting each other will add up and maybe you could even score free flights or other perks.  Right before I left for Qatar, I got an American Airlines credit card because they were offering 44,000 points after you spend $1,000 within 90 days.  I figured I wouldn’t use AA much while in Qatar but those points could be used when I came home for a trip for just the two of us or to fly him to visit me.  It didn’t take long to earn 55,000 and two free admission tickets to their Admirals club.  We will be using those tickets and points this summer to fly first class to Vegas.

My favorite airline to date is Qatar Airways.  The service is always top shelf.  The longer the flight the better the service.  Joining their privilege club has its benefits too.  I set up my account to include my food preference of vegetarian and when I am flying they always have separate food for me ready to go.  The flight attendants have always been nice, the entertainment on board is good, the food and drinks are free and you’re allowed 2 checked bags, a carryon and a personal item.  Sure you will pay more for their flights but with good reason.  Eventually if you use them enough, your club status will change and the perks will increase.

Schedule your visits

I missed my husband a lot, sometimes more than others, but scheduling his visits gave me something to look forward to.  Planning our time together was fun.  You can use countdown apps or a calendar to track the days until you are in each other’s arms again.

Create a ‘thing’

Each night before I went to bed, I sent Darryl a song.  I added all of these songs into a playlist called “For Him”.   It turned into my favorite playlist of all.   It is a good mix of songs that started with the song I walked in on on our wedding day.   I started sending him these songs as soon as we were on different continents.  After his first visit, I stopped sending them.  I thought it was just a small thing that didn’t hold much value.  That was until one day he said, “I guess you aren’t sending me any more songs” and I could hear the melancholy in his voice.  It was at that moment, I realized how much me sending these songs meant to him and that it was “Our Thing”.   Needless to say, I started sending them again.  So create a thing for your mate and stick to it.   One of my coworkers who is also in a long distance marriage says she and her husband often planned to eat dinner together while on the phone, or cooked together.  It doesn’t matter what it is, as long as it is special between the two of you.

Here are a few songs from “For Him”:

Turning Page by Sleeping at Last from the Twilight Saga Breaking Dawn Soundtrack

Thinking Out Loud by Ed Sheeran

A Song for You by Donny Hathaway

I Miss You by Beyoncé

I Miss You by Adele

Your time is precious, don’t sweat the small stuff

The first time Darryl came to visit, we had been apart for three months. I guess within those three months I had grown kind of selfish.  He bought me some snacks from the U.S. that I missed, but he was eating them.  I got a little upset about this because he could eat these any time he wanted back home, but I could not.  The ones he brought with him was all I had and he was eating them.  I was so annoyed.  I snapped at him.  When he left, I missed him so much and I felt really bad about the way I treated him.   Another incident happened during that same visit.  I have a teddy bear that I sleep with that he purchased for me.  When he came into my bedroom, he moved it and when I said something to him about it, he threw it on the floor.  I got so upset with him.  The next time he visited, I moved ‘Blackey’ the teddy bear from the bed to the chair.  I didn’t get upset when he ate my American snacks.  I realized that on the last visit, I wasted time being upset over petty things.

Every couple has arguments and disagreements but when you live so far apart, every moment together is precious.  Don’t waste time on small stuff.   Just remember how much you miss him when he’s gone and all the petty stuff won’t matter.

Do some regular things together when he visits

The first time Darryl visited we took a trip to the Maldives.  It was so fun.  But the next time he came we stayed at my home in Qatar.  And that visit was even better.   Why? Because we got to do regular, married couple, every day things, that we don’t get to do.  None of our time was wasted on waiting on an airplane, or a whole day of traveling.  We had some real quality time together.  We watched our shows in the same room.   We had pillow talk.  We cooked together.  We shopped.  We spent hours upon hours in bed.  We went out to eat.  We visited friends.  He drove!  He went to work with me, met my students and read to them.  We went to the movies.  He went with me to get the car fixed, which was a big deal, because he got to feel like a husband again and I got to feel like a wife.  Visits don’t have to be big and elaborate to be special.

Find ways to show him, you love him

My hubby found the holidays specifically depressing.  I, on the other hand, was in a country that doesn’t really celebrate American holidays so it didn’t affect me in the same way because there weren’t decorations up everywhere or people celebrating.  My most depressing times were right after he left.  Anyway, it’s hard to send love through a phone, or celebrate holidays over 6,000 miles away.  But we both managed to find ways to show each other how much we loved one another.

A few weeks after Darryl left initially, I found a letter that he hid in the arm of one of my jackets.  It was a love letter that he wrote for me before he left.  On our anniversary, my son bought me a letter that Darryl had written and given to him to give to me on this day. The thought that he put into that made me teary eyed.  Darryl loves watches, so one day I ordered him one and sent it to the house.  He was so surprised.  These little momentos are everything.

Make the most of your alone time

I’ve never had a lot of friends or had to be surrounded by a large entourage so being alone was not new to me.  I actually enjoyed time spent with me, myself and I, so the thought of being without friends, and family didn’t really trouble me.  But it had been a long time since I had gone without companionship for more than 2 weeks.  In fact, I have been in relationships for the last 17 years with no significant lapse in between.   This indeed was different.

But I learned to enjoy my alone time.  I watched shows that I liked and ate out when I wanted.  I shopped without guilt or hiding bags.  I went out for drinks with new friends, without feeling guilty about leaving him alone.  I spent a significant amount of time sitting in silence, just being reflective and learning about me.  I traveled and spent way too much money.  I didn’t take up a hobby but I did get back into writing, this time by way of blogging.   I encourage you to take up a hobby or get back into something that you once enjoyed but that fell by the wayside because, well life happens.  Learn a new language.  Learn to play an instrument.  Go somewhere you always wanted to go but the two of you couldn’t afford together.  Next year, I do plan on learning Arabic.  I also intend to learn how to play the violin.  I’ve always wanted to play the violin.  I recently bought a membership to get back into yoga.  It’s a great way to relieve stress since my other stress reliever is so far away.  Make the most of your alone time and time spent making new friends.  Which brings me to my next tip…

Trust and Respect each others space

My life did not end when I left and neither did his, so what’s the point of getting upset when he decides to go out with friends instead of being on the phone with me.  Living apart is not easy; living over 6,000 miles apart is a challenge.   Give each other space.  Every free minute does not have to be spent on the phone talking to each other.

What is a relationship without trust?  I had to trust that when he went out, it was not to cheat, flirt or meet people.  It was for the same reasons I went out, to relieve stress and have fun.  It is so important to think positive or you will drive yourself crazy.  I remember this one time Darryl didn’t answer my nightly phone call.  All kinds of negative thoughts filled my head.  Did he have company?  Did he have a chick over? Is he ignoring my calls? When he finally called me, he said he was so tired that he fell asleep waiting for my call.  If a man is going to cheat, no amount of worrying is going to prevent it.  You will drive yourself crazy, worrying about what he is doing.  If you love your mate, trust them and respect their space.

Surround yourself with friends that have your relationship’s best interest at heart

I’ve met several females since I’ve moved overseas, some single, some married and their spouse is with them, some in a similar situation to mine, some newly divorced.   Who you choose to spend your time with is important.  In my experience, partying with single friends is never the best choice.  They know that you are married but they still say, “so and so has friends.” That’s nice, but what does that have to do with me.  Why even put yourself in that predicament?  One of the persons that I chose to spend the majority of my time with, I mentioned her earlier in this post, is in the same situation as me.  Her husband lives in Germany and she lives here.  I feel very comfortable telling her when I miss my hubby and she doesn’t hesitate to tell me when she misses hers.  We understand each other’s feelings.  Me and another girl clicked from day 1.  She and I started together.  She is married and her husband is here with her.  We became instant friends.  Our husbands are cool too.  I like hanging with her for several reasons but one of those reasons is that she loves her husband and keeps me on track.  Both of these girls have no problem telling me when they think I am wrong about my hubby and I like that.  They don’t try to steer me away or to meet other people.  They tell me I have a good husband and I better act right.

Darryl keeps a small circle too.  I am grateful for the few friends he has, who try to keep him busy and who check on him.

Living a part from your best friend and lover is not easy.  You need a lot of patience.  You need to have a goal in mind, that will make it all worth it in the end.   You have to believe that it will work and work at it.  It can be done!